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cigarettes and speed for living
sleeping pills to feel forgiven
Created on 2006-06-14 05:43:11 (#10448480), last updated 2006-09-18
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Basic Info| Name: | haughtier_text |
|---|---|
| Location: | lincoln, Massachusetts, United States |
| Website: | you know, you know. |
BioAs I was walking through a life one morning
the sun was out, the air was warm, but
Oh, I was cold
And though I must have looked half a person,
to tell the tale, in my own version,
It was only then that I felt whole
Do you believe in something beautiful?
Then get up and be it
Fighting for the smallest goal: to get a little self-contol
I know how hard you try. I see it in your eyes
But call your friends, 'cause we've forgotten what it's like to eat what's rotten
And what's eating you alive might help you to survive.
We went on as we were on a mission, latest in a Grand Tradition
And oh, what did we find?
It was Ego who was flying the banner, and me and Mia, Ann and Ana
Oh, we'd been unkind
But do you believe in something beautiful?
Then get up and be it
Fighting for the smallest goal: to get a little self-control
I see it in your eyes, I see it in your spine.
But call your friends,
'cause we've forgotten what it's like to eat what's rotten
And what's eating you alive, might help you to survive.
And even the nights, they could get better
And even the days ain't all that bad
And after a week of fighting, as more and more it seems the right thing
But do you believe in something beautiful?
Then get up and be it
Fighting for the smallest goal: to gain a little self-control
Won't anybody here just let you disappear?
Not doctors, nor your mom and dad, but me and Mia, Ann and Ana
Know how hard you try. Don't you see it in my eyes?
Sick to death of my dependence, fighting food to find transcendence
Fighting to survive, more dead but more alive
Cigarettes and speed for livin', and sleeping pills to feel forgiven
All that you contrive, and all that you're deprived
All the bourgeois social angels telling you you've got to change
Don't have any idea. They'll never see so clear.
But don't forget what it really means to hunger strike
when you don't really need to
Some are dying for a cause, but that don't make it yours.
And even the nights, they could get better.
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adventures, animal crackers, anne sexton, billie holliday, cigarettes, cloves, courtney love, dorothy parker, ella fitzgerald, friends, garbage, hole, j.d. salinger, jefferson airplane, kissing, learning, liz phair, nina simone, parties, pictures, reading, reality bites, road trips, scotch, sex, sleeping, sunglasses, sylvia plath, the beatles, the clash, turntables, used bookstores, vinyl, vitamin water, vodka
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Schools:
Lincoln-Sudbury Regional High School - Sudbury, MA (2000 - 2005)
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